I’m abusing Ativan. I took one just for the fuck of it. I hadn’t even reached despair, yet. I didn’t wait to, either. I just popped it, like a common junkie. Next I’ll be stealing money to support my $20.00 co-pay. Gee. When I put it that way, it doesn’t sound so glamorous anyhmore. I guess I’ll have to stop abusing it now or risk the embarrassment of a $20 quarterly habit.
Seriously, in the midst of my joviality, I’m heavy-hearted tonight. I have been since I moved into this sacred temple of an apartment. There is peace here. Maybe it will find it’s way into my soul.
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